God Moments (When It Comes Together)

Ok, so I have some exciting news! A little late, but still exciting. One month ago, I was featured in an article highlighting 100 women pursuing their passions (I’ll share the link down below). When Missy Bonet of A Curvy Mom Blog reached out with the opportunity, I felt instantly excited and seen. If we are honest, acknowledgement and recognition usually makes us feel good and can even affirm us being on the right track. Somewhere in the midst of my excitement, imposter syndrome attempted to make an appearance. For a moment, I began questioning how I could be highlighted for doing the very thing that not even a year ago was so terrifying.

As I started to prepare the requested information about my blog and the inspiration behind it I began to sit in the moment. Found a cute picture for the feature, and sat in the moment a bit more. I like to think of full circle moments like this one as God moments. The moments of everything seeming to come together to finally make sense. I can remember writing in a journal at the end of my marriage, just to get all of my emotions out. Those first couple, well several, ok ten journal entries, weren’t pretty. But they were honest. Those journal entries turned into this blog. And, I can remember consistently praying for understanding, because I felt if I could just somehow understand all that was going on, it could fast forward my healing. But it doesn’t work that way sis. It wasn’t until hearing from other women who were divorced and single mothers who explained they were able to relate to my posts, did I understand. Not until being featured in an article amongst 100 amazing business women, did I understand.  

When you find yourself in a place of confusion, and asking why, be patient. During the moments when it is only you to sit and think, be patient. During the moments you find yourself in a fetal position, with tears streaming down your face, be patient. During the moments of anger when you find yourself being someone you aren’t quite proud of, be patient. Your God moment is coming, I promise. The moment when it all begins to come around and make sense is coming, and I promise you will appreciate that moment more than anything. It wasn’t long ago when all I was seeking was clarity and now look, standing all up in understanding and it feels amazing. God moments are something else, but they are my absolute favorite kind.

Check out my feature below:

100 Women – Feature Page

As always, thanks for reading! Keep growing!